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Anxiety

by acheode

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1.
I pity for those who claim to know all I pity for those who reject all and all The more you hate your life the more I hate you Life a present (they) can't see through I can't stand the voice of the fools going further And when the ignorance rules as older brother I don't like when you stab at people Since you are the shit, the loser, the troll I don't' like your deceitful smile But I like when they call you bile You cannot take my life as a model But I'm the one who your failure manage I am the killer who your death determine But I am nameless, faceless, I am fate. In front of you some thousands choices Right or wrong, do go ahead And despite you really fear my voices Must stay careful, watch out your head In front of you some thousands choices Must stay careful, watch out your head You are the sidewalk crawling shit You are the rabid dog, the evil living in me You are the gangrene I cannot spit You are the fucking Nazi on your racists theory I pee This useless existence, pursue! Exalting and feeding you ignorance, pursue! The patience of your dears, pursue! 'Cause life and death are equal, that's you! You are the vilest of the vile The fight against yourself is not on equal terms But end is near, a shoot, please smile This useless existence, pursue! Exalting your ignorance, pursue! Patience of your dears, pursue! 'Cause life and death are equal, that's you! I pity for those who claim to know all I pity for those who reject all and all The more you hate your life the more I hate you Life a present they can't see through I can't stand the voice of the fools going further And when the ignorance rules as older brother I don't like when you stab at people Since you are the shit, the loser, the troll You daily born for daily dying I watch you sleeping every night I stop your breath, I shout that word sighing The word you knew from school but fright The only syllable for you is DIE Fetus you were, man you will die The lack of moral, your goodbye Cry man, cry
2.
So many wrong choices make us find new things Unknown ways to get lost in with a smile Alone, but without uncertainties Yet with a common destiny. An unknown wood is our new home And a stream, a river And then the sea Are the only ways to follow No regrets or matters in question Without a real Reason to leave But with thousands to try and take this risk. I'm not ready for this leap in the darkness Where there's no certainty, but only ideas Don't know how long I could escape from demons But I know they will take me... to death. Fearless, knowing she's the one calling us And not we running to her, death death Fearless, knowing she's the one calling us Death is always above us. Dark Angels bleed on our faces Along our earthly journey Benevolent spirits greet us from above, receiving no answer And the horizon smiles to us every morning, not to do it again before Today is our tomorrow And our dreams fly faster than ever But only when the end is so near. Wild beasts scratch our legs And rough weeds defile our faces. Wild beasts scratch our legs An abundance of tears fall endlessly from our eyes From our weary faces that surrender and fall to the ground. Helping hands? none... But many are the evil feet that trample on us No matter our break and mock us freely. Helping hands? none... Dead men walking in this valley forgotten by God Where vultures fly looking for the exhausted bodies Of those who'll reach the destination later, Of those who chose to climb and not to descend Dead men walking to a fake horizon Towards an endless waterfall, Towards the gloomiest darkness That will make them aware Wrong they were and sweet it was. We are hypocrites with no culture, but with the heart of the warriors Of who has already seen the line being crossed, Of who, fearless, has already heard
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Abhorrence 04:13
My veins are exposed too long And maybe my heart cannot stand Maybe the air I breath goes wrong And what I feel in bowel gland Is moving feeling that despite The sorrow enclosing me this way Gets nearer and sharper every day I am not alone, an eye watches over me And on my veins the blood flows Of the ones who all the wealth own Of the ones who're not afraid cause hold Of the ones who wants to fly but they actually always flown Of the ones who jump for what's foretold I am longing to touch you but I can't move for The poison flows you injected in me before I run with the wind, I run away from evil horde I escape without fear, spirit restored Inside of me heart shouts begging for mercy It can't get used to this massive effort I shout I would like to shout you name all over I would like to kill the ones who can't hear it I would like to love you but I can't and I don't want to In a glass bell I take it out shouting I shout my hate, explodes my wrath And the glass turns into a blood bath Where I think of you before dying Where I think of you before dying But we are the ones who determine how long they last We are the ones who run fearless and fast My veins are exposed too long And maybe my heart cannot stand Maybe the air I breath goes wrong And what I feel in bowel gland Is moving feeling that despite The sorrow enclosing me this way Gets nearer and sharper every day No escape exists but what matters more In this hovel, in this abhorrence... Of the ones who jump for what's foretold I am longing to touch you but I can't move for The poison flows you injected in me before Where envious dogs and sick servants Peer at us in their sleep licking blankets to defense We are the ones who shout... louder We are the ones who shout so fucking louder
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Unceasing 03:27
We are those who fall with the fog Those who call you in the darkness The reality in your eyes And the priests that call you Those who keep standing, even unhealthy... We are the only ones who stay, pray and sing We are the ones who make you get higher We are the ones who make you long for something more We are the ones who make you react And scream, so death won't wound you anymore. Our knees hurt now... It's like having swords under our shoulders Our back is torn, but still we stay Because this is what we are We are those who help you even in fucking death Our praises arrive fast Others ignore you with and shut up with folded arms We think of you, wanting to push you higher... With our veins exposed to all evil Here comes the rain, but then the sun will surely rise. We stay here, for orders by higher powers - not God, but love... A unique power without a reason Love is born and dies with you When then life says goodbye, don't be afraid He remains In the heart of those who received him We are those who call you in the darkness The reality in your eyes And the priests that call you A wonderful outburst of light, that will also fill our lives Wonderful outburst of light That will also fill our lives Wonderful outburst of light That will also fill our lives On our knees still, under the unceasing rain, With no rules nor regulations You wait for us, because one day, we shall arrive Unknown friend, with neither a name nor a voice And tell the world the importance... Of a good heart.
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Thousands scars on my back Remind me those endless escapes On timeless breathless runs on a track That took me far beyond confines Far from me, myself and I Coming back, I will retry Far from my past and from my failure Free of signs of my past torture Are you uncertain as I am? Tell me are you fine with your choices? Is it colorful and shadowless The whole that rings you? Is there something that bemuses you? Tell me how do you come to always smile? Tell me how can your life be less hostile? Tell me is this life or is this game? How to color? How to chrome? I can't choose and my thoughts roam Aimlessly, fright by choices No time left to paint. I spent all my life in disregard Always avoiding forward-looking But dreaming that one day to come I will enjoy my life as you do So I am asking how can it happen that Your life has no worries But still you heart does spark The answer is over there, Love is the name that floats on the air. Nothing made me smile, before And nobody I know to cry for The answer is there. The answer is right there.
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Collapse 03:04
This is the final disaster, embrace your gun And begin to run Kill all the creatures that are turning into zombies And scream against the sky your wish to live Under a sun That shines along the way And a shiver runs down my spine I walk in an opposite direction I start to talk nonsense Is it senseless? Or does it have a sense? I scream to the sky my wish to live Is it senseless? Sun shines along the way - And a shiver runs down my spine I walk in an opposite direction - I start to talk nonsense Is it senseless? I can see the anguish I can Follow you in many ways I'm a spirit I'm a shade I'm a fearless being - I'm anxiety It's the end and it's collapse Everybody looking for the past Anguish rises with the doubts Leave your own cerebral contusions Bring and eat the disgust of the illusions I can see the anguish I can Follow you in many ways I'm a spirit I'm a shade I'm a fearless being - I'm anxiety It's the end and it's collapse Everybody looking for the past You have to! Be one of us and become god of your self Defiling your opinions with our wish to live 'cause This is the final disaster, Embrace your gun and begin to run Kill all the creatures that are turning to zombies And scream against the sky your wish to live Under a sun that promises to your bad conscience That there aren't chance for being but only the desire to be! So search your soul, and fight Cause to live is your own right. FIGHT!
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When you're alone and death is our only friend, When the horizon is dark And no light is shed on it When you shake hands with death 'Cause she's your only friend And destiny is made of all your wrong choices When it is always and only you, When selfishness hides your hands And hands that are reached out to You are too far Because you can only escape When you're under a bridge, The river wetting you and you freeze, Evil-smelling rates surround you You can feel them breath When you see nothing but clouds up there, Dark clouds drying strengths out of you Impenetrable curtains hiding the sun And you are so tired of his beams; When infernal pain makes your day When you're drowning in shit And there are no hands, no grips, Only your selfishness But it's heavier than a rock and drags you down. When you're drowning in shit And there are no hands, no grips, Only your selfishness But it's heavier than a rock and drags you down. You're alone as you wanted to be, Your fear and your hypocrisy made you poor And you leaned on death and on the evil. Crawling worms inside you feed the fetus Who spiteful grows and devour your conscience. Heavy fetus devoted to total unease Fetus fed with your shit and your pride Fetus needing you - but you don't need him Worm-shaped coward fetus who loves your sickness Worm-shaped coward fetus who loves your sickness Fetus! When you're drowning in shit And there are no hands, no grips, Only your selfishness But it's heavier than a rock and drags you down. When you're drowning in shit And there are no hands, no grips, Only your selfishness But it's heavier than a rock and drags you down.
8.
Anxiety 03:33
Sometimes awareness is worst than Ignoring the future When wishes and dreams are better We don't want to be Sure of tomorrow - Morrow We cannot make our predictions True without risking We Cannot choose more than one Option at the time. This life This is what generates life and future; Past is no longer life, and past does not distress us Regret stems from the past And future brings only anxiety The truth is that present is what makes us What we are, The pasts brings regrets you can't deal with And future calls distress, Anxiety and desperation. They rule your mortal life. We can understand life if we stare at our past But we must live it in the future.

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released January 17, 2012

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acheode Verona, Italy

Acheode was an experimental brutal death metal. Acheode released an LP in 2011, “Anxiety” (Kreative Klan) with the following line-up: Filippo Vanoni (drums), Fabio Morreale and Renè Montresor (guitars), Marco De Martino (vocals), Mattia Sciannella (bass). The album was the band’s manifesto to systematically frustrate listener’s expectations via complex melodic and rhythmic structures. ... more

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